My past & Present

Do you remember , who i am 

I am your past ,i am your childhood
look at me once , look how much i am happy
.fearless, big dreams in my eyes , everything is looking very beautiful
through this around the world 

childhood :- 

                      Hey Mann  ! what happened to you , now you are on the stage where you wanted to be,
why you are looking very sad , helpless, lonely . is anything bad happened to you ?
is there any problem now ? 

Me at present :-

                     in your childhood you were not like this, i never got serious for any reason instead of games,fun , food . 

No there is not one problem only , there are couples of problems those i have to face on daily basis, i have to get up early in the morning, goes to office and pressure of the job.

    never have lunch, and dinner on right time, a lot of tensions are there :-

tension for job,
tension for family (and now i got married)
tension for future
tension for home, money
tension for everything ?

dreams has been destroyed already ,
and now i cannot see any dreams for angels,cars,sky , flowers
,bcz now i cannot sleep in tenshion , 

childhood :- 

hey don't be sad , you were not like the same, do one thing i will teach you something ,

 you can learn from my mistakes
you can learn from my attitude
you can learn from my thinking 

,try with this maybe you will get something , might be you have chosen any wrong way to fulfill your all dreams...

do you remember ! 

the time of vacation , when we enjoyed a lot with friends, played games, cricket, sing songs, watch tv continuously, and we also loved cartoons.

i love it so much,
yummy food ,,,,,hmmmmmaa  tasteiiiii....

but only one problem was there when after vacation i had to go to school.
first day , and Monday morning of the school felt so sad ,, never wanted to go to school,

                     remember mom kiss on forehead and send to school, dad come to school to receive me and my sister also. me and sister fought a lot for candies, chocolates.

Me at present :-

             ye aah , how can i forgot those things, that is the amazing chapter of my life, friends,relatives, parents, family  everyone was mine only .

mom and dad took care of me, my sister was my friend .
but now no one is for me, everyone is pissed of by me , bcz i was unable to fulfill there dream as well.

so , you are the best part of my life, i will try to learn from my mistakes, i will try to be happy like you .

thanks to remembering me everything , now i got idea what to do .

                                                  (Mann Thakur)